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| Loneliness, your silent whisper |
| 04.23.05 (6:24 am) [edit] |
I've just had two glasses of vodka with pineapple juice and 7up. And I'm feeling pretty light-headed now.
Mom & dad are out for a dinner appointment and I'm all alone in the house right now.
Last night I felt terribly lonely. This feeling of complete loneliness comes and goes, and when it comes, I feel paralysed and weak and depressed all at the same time. Nowhere to run and nothing I could do about it.
I went off to a local bookstore to see if there is anything that could get me reading again. Nothing. I noticed that there was another book inspired by one of Dan Brown's novel. Da Vinci Code may have been a good thriller, but I still think that Brown is a lousy author.
Nowhere to run and nothing to do.
Last night I called mom to tell her I'd be coming back today, if only for the weekend. Home is a three-hour drive back but it didn't matter. Long drives lets me clear off my mind. And I miss mom's homecook food as well.
Loneliness is a horrible feeling. You have so much to say, but you have nobody to say it to. You have so many things you want to do, but there is nobody to do it with. I once said to a friend that I didn't think there is anyone in this world for me. I am sometimes afraid that it could be true.
Time for a third glass of vodka. I want to get drunk tonight. I am beginning to appreciate the wonders of alcohol. I don't feel like writing anymore. Good night :)
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posted by: misskendy (reply)
post date: 04.23.05 (9:26 pm)
Isn't it a wonderful diversion?
If you ever want to chat I am always on yahoo and msn..
misskendy2000@yahoo.com for both messengers,
*hugs*
posted by: algernon (reply)
post date: 04.25.05 (12:57 am)
Thanks so much
*hugs*
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